Guru Chats
In Loving Memory, this “Guru Chats” is dedicated to my mother… I hope you enjoy reading her spiritual journey below.
THE JOURNEY by Alyce Mathilda Lindberg-Densow, June 9th, 1929 – October 28th, 2021.
In the beginning, there was guilt – guilt that I was forsaking Jesus Christ. Then, as I went deeper inside, I discovered the Greater Christ.
I heard his lecture, and I thought: What manner of man is this, who cannot even speak proper English? Then I looked Inside – and caught a glimpse of Eternity.
Thank you, Audle Allison, Guru, for helping me to get beyond the mortal man, and see the True way to God.
This path is hard, and anyone who says it’s not is a fool. Meditation is not for the faint-hearted. But, then, neither is life.
Today, when I meditated, all doubt, fear and worry vanished. It will come back as I re-enter the world, and I will start over again – Tomorrow.
Why do I keep striving? It would be so easy to give up. Go back to the old ways of thinking, go back to the worry, doubt and fear. I cannot. The God Within will not let me.
For the first time in my life, I feel I am on the Path I was meant to be from the very beginning.
I tried Lutheranism and I tried Being Saved. I tried Presbyterianism and I tried praying until I felt exhausted. These “isms” were easy, but there were no answers.
I asked questions, and they said, “Have faith.” I asked questions, and they said, “Some Day.”
I want more than “faith” and “some day.” I want Truths…Now.
In the still quietness of my soul, which I have achieved through much patience and discipline, I am finding the God Within. And the Truth.
I did not need a priest to confess to, I did not need a preacher to expound the Gospel. As lovely as the Gospel is, with its parables of Love. I needed only to go deep within my very soul to find God. It was so easy.
There are many false teachers and prophets running around out there. There are many persons following them. Searching, searching outwardly, when the search is within.
Dedicated to Guru Audle Allison, who lit my light and taught me how to seek within.
Mom, you are loved and greatly missed, with all of our devotion and gratitude, your family and loved ones.
Blessings on your next journey.